Posts Tagged ‘focus’

Days of Anxiety – 2

Written by john on December 31st, 2008
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George Eliot wrote these lines in Middlemarch about 135 years ago:

If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel’s heart beat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side [...]

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Taking Depression Apart

Written by john on August 9th, 2008
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I run a race with depression that keeps me on edge. The stakes are high because we race to take each other apart. I intend to keep the lead. For years, I’d hit the wall and lose the bare will to win. But somehow I got back [...]

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How One Man Fights Depression – 2

Written by john on January 27th, 2008
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The storm passed. The huge trees fell beside our house. My angry, blaming depression spent itself in a fury of hard work cutting up the fallen timber, hauling branches into heaps, lifting and shoving back in place every wind-strewn planter and potted tree that had rolled away under the [...]

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Surviving at Work – 1: Recognizing the Symptoms

Written by john on September 22nd, 2007
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There are days that begin in difficult moods, and I start writing down what I’m going through to see if I can shake myself loose. Here’s what I wrote one morning last week.

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I keep sinking away into a deep pool of stillness. Looking outside this morning, I see that the season’s first rain showers came [...]

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