Posts Tagged ‘death’

Family, Forgiveness & Peace

Written by john on May 29th, 2009
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I always had a hard time linking forgiveness and peace with my early family life. In fact, it was hard for me to understand what forgiveness itself was all about. I thought of it as a remote dream, a utopian feeling. There were many people I had struggled with, [...]

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Ceremonies of Magic, Imagination and Play

Written by john on November 24th, 2008
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Merely Me wrote a wonderful post on the importance of bringing play back into everyday life. It is the forgotten tonic among adults in general and depressed adults in particular. She paints a vivid scene of a group therapy session where she coaxed recovering addicts [...]

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Meditating through Depression – 2

Written by john on November 15th, 2008
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Here are more journal excerpts from many years ago about my first experiences working with meditation to deal with depression. Unlike Revellian, as he explains so well in a recent comment here, I have not so far cultivated meditation as a long-term practice and discipline. Nevertheless, from these first [...]

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Isolation

Written by john on August 30th, 2008
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Susan and Dano have presented in comments here two different ideas about isolation that I need to explore more deeply, with your help. This is hard for me to pin down alone. My mind wants to wander, to lose focus, to put itself to sleep because this [...]

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A Mother, Depression and Grief

Written by john on January 22nd, 2008
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When my mother died, I didn’t know what I felt. Throughout my life, I had been struggling to shed the influence of her searing and shaming words, her anger, at times rage, above all, her depression during my childhood. How many of us spend adult years still trying [...]

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Maggie’s Gone

Written by john on August 17th, 2007
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I journaled this a few years ago. It helped me then just to get it down but also to distinguish between grief and depression.

Today we lost Maggie, our aussie who showed us what shepherding was all about. She was four months shy of 15, what's that – about 75 in human time? Over the past [...]

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