Archive for the ‘Growing Up with Depression’ Category

Looking Out for Life

Written by john on October 28th, 2009
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When I was growing up, no one ever talked about depression. I didn’t know what it was, and the moods I went through didn’t get much reaction from my parents. Yet I spent a lot of time isolating myself, not feeling like playing with my friends or going anywhere, [...]

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Family Fury in a Small Space

Written by john on June 6th, 2009
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This is a story I had to get out of my head onto paper purely for healing. It’s still hard, though, and I may not be getting it right – best I can do for now. A name has been changed, but otherwise this is the way I can [...]

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Family, Forgiveness & Peace

Written by john on May 29th, 2009
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I always had a hard time linking forgiveness and peace with my early family life. In fact, it was hard for me to understand what forgiveness itself was all about. I thought of it as a remote dream, a utopian feeling. There were many people I had struggled with, [...]

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Growing Up Blue: Children & Trust

Written by john on February 3rd, 2009
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A psychiatrist I visit now and then once summarized a basic tendency he saw in children from their earliest years. What he observed was that a child could grow up either trusting the people and world around him/her or else fearful and insecure about what could happen in [...]

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Who’s Watching Me?

Written by john on November 20th, 2008
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I’m not sure when it began, but I most often trace the conviction that I was constantly being watched to my very early Sunday school classes. After mass, I would follow the sweeping black robe of the nun along with a troupe of boys into a bare room of [...]

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Growing Up Blue: Picturing Depression

Written by john on October 31st, 2008
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Have you ever wondered what a very young boy sees when his mother is staring at him through a camera lens? I don’t mean the digital cameras that do the looking for you, leaving your face fully visible as you press a button. I’m thinking of cameras that used [...]

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